I know (and I'm sure everyone knows) the fact that I was very excited over the match. Knowing that it'll be my first close encounter with my fav football team surely send butterfly to my tummy. A few awaited hours seems like days for me. Macam pasangan bercinta laks ek?
But when the time came, I've decided to let it go. I was frustrated, and even sad. But I know that it's all worth it. My dear baby was still not feeling well and my mom had banned her from being in public. Imagining what the match may be with sick baby at home surely doesn't picture right in my mind. And that's how Adik Yusri got to go with hubby.
Perhaps the discomfort feeling came from my mother's instinct and I am proud knowing that I do have those most-wanted-instincts. I've seen other mommies who had such instinct and I envied them as I never felt like I have them. But today, Alya had need me more than anything. She wanted to be close (more like glued) to me.. And I'm proud of that. Alya had never showed me how much she needs me all this while, especially when all her aunties around. But surely not this time. Even her Tok Mi couldn't take her away from me today. Though I love the feeling being wanted, I also doesn't it feel it right. Alya used to be very freely. Enjoying everything around her. I hope and I pray that she'll be back to herself by tomorrow.
It is now 10 mins to 5am and her high temp is still there but so much less than before. The coughing is also starting to go away and so do the flu...
Hubby, though my passion for football is less compare to yours, you of all people should know how much I'd to love to be there watching the match with you. And this sacrifice I've made today can only be repay by you with at least one shirt. Tp tetibe laks b jadik lurus ek? Tuh ah.. bile dah ada bola, bile dh dpt jmpe MU, terus lupe everything. Beli shirt pown utk diri sendiri. Hangin ah nih~ You surely owe me A LOT!
p/s: bile Alya dah sihat, what should I tuntut from him?
As a warning, please.. please and please NEVER to say anything about the match with me! <-- dedicated especially for all my male clan in the office~
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