Hand expressing

I was expressing as usual using my Medela In Style when I suddenly noticed sprays of blood coming from my left B. Masya Allah punyalah terkejut rasanya as I xde la rasa sakit yg unusual.

FYI, few days back I did notice there was one blocked dot on my left B and dgn beraninya I gi kopek bendalah tuh.. But then, right after doing that, mmg memancut-mancut my milk from the spot and terus hilang my gorge. Tapi, am not sure whether was the blood coming from that very same spot since I was panic at that moment. Apa yg pastinya, it has been 2 days since the day I did the 'pinching' thing!

Anyway, I then decided to see my forever ever gynae Datin Dr Kamaljit Kaur from Bangsar Women Specialist. She scanned and found out that mmg ada internal wound. She then advised me to give my left B a rest and should it engorge, express it using hand je...

Bayangkan la apa je yg dirasai when you can only feed your child from one B je.. Mmg rasa mcm dah lembik dah my right B sbb asyik dia je yg kena supply. As my left B, sampai je rumah at about 11pm, mmg bermula la operasi hand expressing.

Mula-mula mmg sangat kekok but towards the end bila dah mula nampak sprays of milk, baru ah mula rasa semangat! Kira cam nampak light of hope la.. Hubby siap tolong pelbagai dari tolong pegang bottle sampai ke tolong massage sampai ke bagi kata-kata semangat! Hehe...

It took me one hour to get 3oz yesterday but just 30mins this morning.. Semakin maju kan?