It's over but how I wish it' not the end

A chapter has finally over or shall I say has come to an end.
Knowing the verdict, makes me refuse to accept the truth..
Is this what I really want it to be?
I don't think so..
Not especially now..
Am I really on the right side all this while?
Argh.. I'm now feel extremely helpless, soulless..
Being ignorance nor invisible certainly will not help..
Ya Allah..
Help me find my peace
Help us to see what's right
Help us to think straight
Help us to feel what we as a Muslim should feel
As I think now we're so out of the right path..
Ya Allah..
Only to you could we ask for a miracle
Only to you could we ask for things to be as where it supposed to be
Only to you could turn back things the way it used to be

Am I being childish?
Hoping for a "live happily ever after" end...

And now I pray hard
and I wish hard
that this ain't over
May a new chapter starts
So that this is not the end
So that all of us could be ONE again...
InsyaAllah...

p/s: your prays will be a great big help for me as well! Amiiinnnn....