A day without her

Just arrived home only to find that my little angel has long gone to sleep. It's pretty frustrating knowing very well that you haven't managed to spend time with her before she's off to the dreamworld for the next 10 hours.. If I lucky enough, she might wake up early tomorrow but then it'll be even harder for me to leave her as she'll be crying her lung out.

This morning despite her being awake when we left her in mom's room, she has been cooperative enuff. She lead herself in the room and wonder around mom's stuff before settled for her milk. And when I closed the door, I didn't hear any usual screaming if I left her awake. Perhaps she had begin to understand that we're leaving her because of work and she'll be seeing us in the afternoon, which was usually 11 hours later.

But, not today.. Arghh.. sedeynye.. Pathetic kan? Tp, sempat gak ah tadi masa I took off her pacifier, she opened up her eyes for a while and called "mama" as she saw me and dozed off..

I better make sure that we've got to spend more quality time in this week to replace the time I've missed.

Sis Mone, that's the beauty of being a fulltime housewife, you've got to spend all your quality time with her and you'll always be there when she needs you without her telling you that. And of course, there won't be the cliche morning blues (oh, of course for the time hubby left for work every mowning~) hehehe..