P.S. I Love You

Watch this movie last nite after a good preview from Ida. She said that I'd definitely cry.. And, I hate to say that I did.. There are not many movies that could really touch my heart. And I'm not saying that I should rate this movie as 5*. This film's storyline yg berjaya made me shed a tears.

My best part?

The part Holly received a birthday cake and a tape recorder from her late husband. Thinking of it pon leh wat I rasa syahdu giler!!

It's highly recommended for those yg in commitment as this certainly makes you appreciate your other half more. Even me myself, I have to admit that I do take advantage of him most of the time. It's just simply because the other half is always around that we take them for granted.

After watching this movie, I became terrified..

How would I be if this soulmate of mine is gone for good?

Will I be able to wake up from the deep sorrow?
Or will I just lift my spirit up knowing that he'll always be with me in the other world?
Will I be able to raise our baby as how we'd raise her together?
Or will I just keep on loosing each time I see her as it'll be the biggest gift from him?

This ongoing questions keep haunting me and makes me scared but in the same time makes me wants to show him more of my love.

Those who knows me well will know that I'm not that good into showing him my affection. I've tried and yes I did, but to be compare to his, mine is like so much smaller...

He, my dearie hubby has been the best ears, mouth, eyes, hands, legs, soulmate, partner, roommate, assistant, leader, husband, father and everything he could've been to me..

B, I love you from the bottom of my heart. No, I didn't say it rite.. It's deeper than the heart.. It's somewhere within reach. So deep that you'd never had the chance to see it. I might not say it as often as you did (yeah, you say it every night, i know.. jgn ungkit!), but my silent love certainly had never be decreased. Trust me when I say that. And I'm trying, and am still trying to be a good wife, partner, soulmate and everything you've been for me... Please forgive me for being ignorance and etc (malu ah kalo nak sebut kelemahan sendiri, kan?)..

Hope, it's not too late for me to wish you "HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!"

p/s: Arrggghhh!! Entry berbaur jiwang ini sumer angkara movie PS I Love You tulaaa... Kengkawan, please make sure korg watch that movie gak so xde ah I sorg je yg dok layan jiwang.. Malu wooo~